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đ The Key To Happiness Unlocks With Purpose.
A purpose fuels a person's soul.
The secret of man's being is not only to live but to have something to live for.
I hate summers even though I look forward to them for 9 months. I never realized why I was so excited for them only to hate those 3 months and not do any of those things I wanted to do.
I never knew why, because I didnât like school that much either. So does that mean I just hate the whole year? Well, itâs not that dreary.
Long story short, I have no purpose during the summer.
I donât like school because (who does) itâs barely aligned with who I am and what I want to do in life.
The point is that even though I dislike school, the purpose it gives me still makes it better than empty summers. School can be hard, challenging, there are exams and projects, deadlines and early mornings.
Itâs tempting to think that Iâm a masochist when in reality, working towards a goal, even if I didnât choose it, brings true fulfillment.
Nothing is sadder than wasted potential. If there is an outlet by which creativity, problem solving, critical thinking (and more), can cooperate to create something new, or to solve a problem or reach a goal, only then a certain sweetness is felt. Even if itâs a little bitter.
Like going to sleep tired, or feeling breathless after a workout. Or getting that newsletter out after editing ;)
Without a firm idea of himself and the purpose of his life, man cannot live, and would sooner destroy himself than remain on earth, even if he was surrounded by bread.
Feedback & Progress Are Your Fuel.
Itâs important to have feedback and feel like youâre making progress.
At the beginning of anything, we find ourselves in beginnerâs hell. Alone.
But if youâre in hell, why would you want to stop and by that stay there?
Beginnerâs hell is a void, whether youâre whispering or shouting, no one hears you.
Feedback can be intrinsic, if youâre better than a past version of you, then itâs motive to keep going, no matter how slowly you might be moving.
Itâs in feeling like what we do and say matters, like we matter that we can find the strength to keep going. And if at first, it only matters to you, then thatâs more than good enough.
Wanting To Run Away & Leave It All Behind.
Wanting to run away, this feeling that youâre meant for more; hold on to it. The dark times show you what the light means for you, what youâre meant to do and what youâre aligned with.
If you feel like youâre meant for more, hold on to this feeling and donât let go of it. If youâre desperate to run away, to almost climb out of your skin, the days are dreary, numb and empty, I promise youâll get to where youâre going, even if it currently feels like youâre running in place.
For 3 years Iâve felt a haunting need for a change, but it never came. I was stuck and lost, but I kept going, slower than most would think, but still trying to find that purpose and alignment Iâve been missing.
Because wanting to leave is a sign youâre in the wrong place, thereâs something more you, waiting for you.
Notes On Rock Bottom.
If youâve hit rock bottom, itâs only getting up from there. Thatâs where things start to get better, because thereâs no more âdownâ anyway. Itâs okay to hide your failures, itâs okay to feel shame over them because you will rise above them one day, you feel shame because you know youâre meant for more.
My rock bottom, as you might have guessed, lasted 3 years. And though that seems like a very long time, (and it was) on the other side things get clearer, and you understand why certain things needed to happen, though not all. Sometimes you never get closure, and thatâs okay too.
To my younger self, youâre doing much better than you think, Iâm proud of you even if youâre not. Things were hard and you were so stuck and lost in a way I see clearly now. But for every illness thereâs a remedy, and for every hell, thereâs a heaven.
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Nothing beats the relief I feel when I finish writing a newsletter, even if Iâm not proud of it. And nothing feels worse than procrastinating it.
Purpose is everything in life. Itâs what brings out the best in us. Otherwise what is there to do in this transitory world?
Leila,
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